I've got 5 problems to settle in my hands now. I hope I can clear it.

1st, Everybody is calling my nickname : Stomp/Stam/Thumb etc.

2nd, Everybody thinks I'm the one who started the name - calling.

3rd, Everybody said my attitude sucks.

4th, Some ppl said I betray the Malay Community.

5th, ppl talked back things behind me, even my bestfriend.

Ok, lets start with the simplest. Name - callings. Why this time you all have to gang up on me ? What was the reason that you all decided to gang up on me ? What were you thinking ? Who set up all this plans ? I just wonder why, why & why. What did I do to all of you to deserve this crap ? So what, you guys picked 1 victim every month to gang up on & this month is me ? I don't like that idea, noobs. Get a life & stop name calling, the class would be peaceful & not chaotic as like now.

2nd, I've got feedbacks from Naufal & Effendi that I've been pointed out as the Name - Calling creator. I didn't believe it at 1st, but as I passedby some blogs, I realised it was true. Even my friend, that I considered my best friend, said I was the one who created it & the most popular phrase that I got was " What goes around, comes around " . I understaood what she means, but seriously think twice, if I created name callings, 1/3 wouldn't be that peacefull last year would it ? Even [H] disturbed me alot, I don't understand why. The very unique thing about today [24.7.9] was when we walked up to MT class which were late, she asked me like if there's any MT test like as if we're "Cool ? No name callings right ? " I was quite relief when she talked to me, but when we head back to class for I Hum, she started it again, I can hear clearly this time, stam. The worst thing I can hear is [M] , she said "Stomp the yard" which makes me feel like like stomping her face, haiz move on.

Attitude, many ppl in my malay community, my attitude sucks. Ok, I've got 2 questions, 1st Did this attitude of mine, just changed recently or throughout the whole year ? 2nd, my attitude wouldn't be like this if [M], [A], [A], [S] & [S] did not start my nickname would it ? Think twice larh, the reason why my attitude like this coz I was see the potential of you guys & myself. Whether you guys got bore saying my name which I ignored you all, or successfully irritate me by the minute. It's ok, if the whole Malay Community tried to do it, I will stick to my original position under the Chinese Community just like what I did in 1/3 last year.

To that particular guy, [A] , so, I heard from Victor that you said that " I betray them " I understood what you meant, the reason why I did like this coz it's not that I betray, but I felt unapreeciated & left out during fun times. The main point is, I kept to myself, (Which you called it "Betray") was to see if guys were really that 'Creative' , to make fun more of my names. Stupid flat donut.

In the recent Soccer Tournament, Coral won again the H20 Challenge which I was happy. Until Naufal & Effendi start to leak out informations about the Training on [21.7.9] that they were all talking bad things behind my back, which really upsets me. I was like, "wtf did I do ?" The most impossible thing to believe in the info I got from them, was [F]. Naufal said that he even talked bad things about me, which I had hard time to believe. I just don't believe it, after all the months we went through, laughter, arcade, food & soccer, you said things about me ? I just don't understand, simply no idea. Why ?

To summarise things up, I won't say individual names coz I have, I HAVE, enough problems alrdy. I just want to clear out my name, which I don't think now is possible to. Let's pray a bit.

In the name of god, the most merciful & the most kind. I want you to help me during this Journey of hard time where everybody is hating me. I will be alone in the next 2 year bcoz my dad is leaving the house to go anoher country to do his work. I wish that I can regain all my trust(s) back from all my friends & live happily with them. My last wish is that, I hope to see my mother, I miss her terribly & I can't stand another day of not hugging her after a few years of not meeting her. With this, I hopefully you can hear me. Amin, alhamdullilah.

Dj was here,
god pls listen to me.